Saturday, April 19, 2008
don't ask me why i'm posting so many blogs in a row. well blog, how could you ask? in order for something to be asked of this someone would have to read. and if someone read it i might not be writing. on second thought, is that not why we write? marion cottillard is one of my all-time favorite actress, mostly for her work in la vie en rose, but what is happening with her in big fish? she's still amazing, just not Edith Piaf amazing. i really should be working on my reading analysis, and i'm hogging the computer when my sister wanted to watch a movie on it. ugh. what is there really to say about "A&P" by John Updike. Other than the fact that it's relentlessly boring and not really about anything at all.. i have to write how Sammy acquiesces to the world around him and then how he revolts or aspires to change or some word i can't remember that basically describes what i've just said. sometimes, i think that if i was more creative i would just invent words when i so needed them, but then i'm sure that there actually is a word to describe that, and i don't want to have to spend the time making it make any sense to any kind of language. hmm, he's not a giant at all is he?
i miss my old hair. i just got a haircut too. maybe i'll grow it out again. thinking i need a change and so i cut it off completely and then wanting a change again and waiting for it all to grow. maybe the next time my hair is ugly and shaggy i won't cut it. cuz i kinda like having that awkward unatural thing going.
Been in college for almost a yr now. It's great, really great. And by great i mean tottally pointless, and by really great i mean i'm not motivated at all. I don't know what i want to do and it really eats me sometimes. City college has a way of making you not want to do anything or get anything accomplished and i'm pretty sure i'm failing all of my classes and am going to be at community college for the rest of my life. Hey, at least it's cheap. I'm obsessed with my Flip vid and i make really random and pointless youtube videos mostly of me and my good friend alana. We get comments like "i bet you two have no friends". Which is mostly true with a few exceptions. I like this. I think i might try to "blog" more. It's relieving. Especially knowing none of my friends know about it and that's it's unlikely that anyone will read it. But i especially like knowing that someone can read it, someone can read it and think, "this is the most boring load of crap i've ever read in my life" or "i'm inspired to go throw a rock through a window" or something bizzare and out of context like that. Thanks for listening blog, be seeing you soon.